"In the end, only three things matter: how much you loved, how gently you lived, and how gracefully you let go of things not meant for you."-Buddah (via wentzi)
Anonymous said: Im so sorry to hear about chibi. I loved that little fur ball. and I know how much he meant to you =/
The closest thing to losing someone i have experienced is losing my dog of 6 yrs. I have never felt closer to anyone or anything like i did to this dog. This animal who could not speak or go everywhere with me or even begin to understand the impact he made on my life. But somehow he understood exactly what i needed when i needed it up until the end. He’s my best friend. Letting go was the hardest thing i’ve ever experienced. It’s only been 5 days and i still can’t go to sleep without crying and i can feel the emptiness in my home. I don’t expect anyone to understand the bond i had with Chibi. It was beyond anything i’ve ever had with a human being. And it hurts every second of every day to know that he’s just gone. No more barking, sneezing, gross licking sounds, beating me to the door every time i come home to say hi and start talking, weird goat noises, scratching the paint off the doors just because i’ve left the house or rocking the bed while i’m sleeping because he’s itching. I’m so grateful for the years he gave me and that i didn’t have to go through all of this alone. But I would give so much to just have him back, happy and healthy. Nothing could make me happier…
I could never stop loving you, missing you, or thinking of you.